It’s Wednesday, July 18, and the reality of the end of my European excursion is hitting me like a metaphorical ton of bricks.  I only have another 5 days in Paris, 118 hours to be exact.

I’m not going to lie, I miss my Jonathan. This trip has affected our relationship, it’s true.  I’ve kissed 2 boys while I’ve been here, so it’s obvious that my mind has wandered.

My bestie is visiting Paris from Texas, and she said that she thinks Jonathan and I still have a chance.  She says he’s PERFECT for me, and I shouldn’t let the distance between us bring me down.  Now that I can practically TASTE the air in the United States, a resurgance has come about me.  I’m done with the fooling around.  I’m ready to settle down with you, Jonathan.  I am. I’ve fallen in love with you all over again, and I’m not ashamed to say it.

Watch this video, and you may fall in love with him too.